I did something last night that I’m sad about. Not the decision itself. I’m still certain it was the right decision for everyone involved, especially me. I honestly did not make it lightly but had thought on it for awhile.
My struggle with the decision lies more in upsetting two people I adore. I actually didn’t even think one of them would be upset with the decision, but they are. And I think that threw me more than anything. I truly despise upsetting people. And now I’ve upset two it seems. I don’t even know if they are mad, sad, disappointed, or what. I only know it feels like they are upset with me. And I’m sad I may not get to talk to them anymore.
