My First Time

Well, it has been awhile since I’ve updated. And there is lots to tell! I’ll break it into a few posts. Maybe then I won’t go weeks without updating. Sorry about that, truly.

Biggest update is that I’ve actually played a few times. Finally!

The first time was an exciting experience. Okay, they all were, but the first time I found out things I really enjoyed and didn’t know I would or only thought I would.

A friend from Fet came over to my house spur of the moment. He asked first of course, but it was planned that night, not days or weeks in advance. Which may have been best because then I didn’t have time to get nervous. It was actually the first time we met face-to-face too. Normally, I wouldn’t play on a first meet or let that person come to my house, but we had been talking for a couple of months online and had Skyped (PG) before. I trusted him and felt very comfortable with him.  We chatted for a bit then moved back to my room. Convo gradually led to me pulling out all the toys I have. 

He had been encouraging me to try anal again and to get a training kit for it. I had gotten the kit but at that point I had only used the smallest of the plugs. He told me he wanted me to try the medium plug, so I handed him the plug and the lube. (I knew he wanted to do it anyways. We had discussed this scenario the night before actually.)

Surprisingly, he made it all about me (another first for me). His clothes never came off or undone. There was ass play, fingering, hair pulling, and spanking. I relished in all of it. I was most surprised at how much I enjoyed the ass play, but more on that in a future post. The entire experience was amazing. And while I was too nervous to cum, though we both tried hard, it still ranked (at that point in time, and I’d still say it was top 3 for now), as the best sexual experience of my life.

So no more vanilla sex for me! Seriously, after the little bit of kink I’ve gotten a taste of, I can’t go back. I even have a new rule. If I ever meet someone in a vanilla way, by the third date I’m asking, “How kinky are you?” If he’s not very kinky, I’m done. I thought my past sex life sucked before, now I know it did. Not going back and you can’t make me!

Stop grumbling. I’m sure there will be vanilla sex in any relationship I have. I’m not opposed to it on occasion, I just can’t go back to it as the only sex. That’s all I’m saying.

But yeah…first time with kink. Pretty mind blowing if you ask me! :)