Fetish: Spanking

Mmmm…spanking. Okay, in fairness, I haven’t actually gotten a good solid spanking yet. I’m still waiting. I have had my ass slapped a few times though. Nothing substantial, but I think it has been enough to learn I do enjoy this, immensely.

I didn’t really question if I would or wouldn’t be into this though. I was fairly certain it would be a resounding “YES!” I can remember as a child being excited for birthday spankings. Okay, I know it was all about the attention then and not about being turned on, but the idea didn’t bother me. I guess maybe it was because I never really got spanked as a child. All my parents needed to do was give me a stern look and I’d burst into tears. I can only even remember one spanking. And it was for something stupid. My dad was teaching me to ride a bike, and I couldn’t get it…yet. I actually got spanked for that! Then again, that was in his drinking days. Mom coddled me and took my side afterwards. So :p to dad!

But I digress. It amazes me the kinks people get into. And me having a curious, scientific mind, I want to study the psychology behind it. But I’m not going to go out and interview a bunch of people, so I just analyze my own self. But I still don’t have answers.

The only answer I have is that when my friend ran his hand down my back and smacked my ass, it felt amazing. When my current play partner randomly smacks my ass, I relish in it and want more. I’m still waiting for the day when someone gives me a proper spanking…to the point of giving me a very red, and possibly bruised, ass. It’s possible I wouldn’t like that so much, but I don’t think so. I am fairly certain I will be thankful for having a job I must be standing at all times for though. Haha!