Tuesday, May 17, 2011

Woke up sad this morning...

I did something last night that I’m sad about. Not the decision itself. I’m still certain it was the right decision for everyone involved, especially me. I honestly did not make it lightly but had thought on it for awhile.

My struggle with the decision lies more in upsetting two people I adore. I actually didn’t even think one of them would be upset with the decision, but they are. And I think that threw me more than anything. I truly despise upsetting people. And now I’ve upset two it seems. I don’t even know if they are mad, sad, disappointed, or what. I only know it feels like they are upset with me. And I’m sad I may not get to talk to them anymore.

I suppose life goes on, and I’ll learn to adjust either way. Just a little sad right now over the situation.

2 comments:

  1. Keep your chin up, there is not anyone worth their salt who would enjoy hurting someone. I am sure it will all work out in the end! Keep up the wonderful writing!

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  2. Thanks, Eyesopen. It has all worked out for the best I think. Sorry for the serious delay in response. I think I'm back to updating regularly now. *crosses fingers*

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